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Dude! You have my pink mittens! [14 Dec 2004|03:42pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

School was pretty boring today.
-Psychology we did nothing. Except the journal really. "If you died and you were reincarnated, what would you want to come back as?" I said an owl because you'd be able to see everything that goes on during the night.
-Art was boring. I worked on my accounting homework which reminds me that I have to do my art paper tonight on "Starry Night" by Vincent Van Gogh. Skipped out of class early.
-Studies...were extremely boring. Except the end of the second one. I wrote "wrong hole" on Krystal's hand and then she goes "Okay, now let me write on your hole!" I started cracking up...it was great.
-Accounting was boring...split in between lunch. Chris sat down next to me at lunch and was like, "What's up Christi??" I just got up and moved, not even worth my breath.
-College writing (the class I hate soo much)was boring. Just talked with Kelly-Soup.
-English I almost fell asleep in. It was incredibly boring.

So..then I had to do the school store. And I was waiting forever for my ride. It was me and Melissa Adley. Lol, we were eating candy bars and talking about her boyfriend and Mary. Lol. Then my Grandpa picked me up and brought me home. I don't think Mary is coming over. She's really sick so I guess she should stay home and sleep up. But hopefully I see her soon because I miss her. Yeah. Well I think I'm gonna go. Talk to ya'll later. Peace.

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What can I say? I'm a survey addict [14 Dec 2004|09:38am]
[ mood | amused ]

2. How many online groups/sites are you a member of?: Umm..there's Livejournal, Xanga, Myspace, Vampirefreaks....yeah..that's 4
3. Which one is your favorite?: LiveJournal
4. Have you ever checked out porn sites?: When me and John were younger we'd stay up late at his house and check em out..but they always sucked
5. Alone? Or with a partner?: John is not my partner!
6. If you discovered your significant other was viewing porn behind your back, would ya want to kill them?: No, who gives a shit about porn
7. At what age did you lose your virginity?: Lol..oh gee
8. Where did this momentous event occur? In my room
9. Did you experience the big 'O' the first time out?: Haha...yeah
10. Before you ever gave your first blowjob, did you really know what you were supposed to do?: Ermm..I don't give blowjobs..ehh...sorry
11. What was the worst thing you ever did that your parents STILL don't know you did?: I don't know.
12. If someone was to break into your house, and sneak thru your underwear drawer.... what would they find?: Boxers, belts, socks
13. If you wake up hungry in the middle of the night, do you go foraging for food or just roll over and go back to sleep?: Just roll over and go back to sleep
14. If you wake up in the middle of the night and need to pee, do you have to get up and go, or are you able to 'ignore it' and go back to sleep?: I have to get up lol, when ya gotta go ya gotta go
15. The first time you slept with your dh/so... did you really think it was all that? Or did it get better? Or worse?: It was interesting...yes, it definately gets better
16. Do you ever buy stuff and either hide it or lie about what you spent on it?: Not really
17. Do you steal money from your dh/so?: No
18. Do you have a pet name for your dh's schlong?: Ehhhh
19. Weeeeeellll? And it is....?
20. Do you fake the big 'O'? If so, why and approximately how often? No, and why would you?
21. If you're driving and singing with the radio/CD, do you stop when another car passes or when other people could see you?: No, I'm proud of my skills
22. If you get a driving ticket, are you above flirting with the cop to try and get a warning instead?: Women police officers are butch old women...NO
23. Do you make your beds everyday?: Actually, I never make it. Theres no purpse. You're just going to sleep in it again.
24. How often do you change sheets?: I don't change sheets, I wash them every few days
25. Now wasn't this survey more fun?: Sure


I'm bored but I'm happy that Mary is coming over today. I got her suttin yesterday cuz she wasn't feelin' too good. Ermm...I miss Celina. *sigh*

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Just a lil survey....FROM HOME [13 Dec 2004|10:05pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Finally got our AOL back. It makes me smile.



1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: "the..."

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?: A metal rack

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?: The movie "Elf"

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: 10:15

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 10:07

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: Music

7: When did you last step outside, and what were you doing?: About 2 hours ago...going to Wal-Mart

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?: AOL Expressions

9: What are you wearing?: White/Navy sneakers, khakis, West Coast Choppers tee, and a plaid button-down

10: Did you dream last night?: Yes

11: When did you last laugh?: A few seconds ago...Katie was doing the butt dance to Black Sabbath...it was great

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?: Cabinets

13: Seen anything weird lately?: No

14: What do you think of this quiz?: OK

15: What is the last film you saw?: Elf

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: A new house

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: My feet are really bony...lol

19: Do you like to dance?: No, I love to dance

20: George Bush: Ugh..

21a: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?: Gwen

21b: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?: Oden

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?: Yes

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Quizzes [13 Dec 2004|02:01pm]
Take the quiz: "What Kind of Love Are You?"

Heart Broken Love
You used to be in love but now youre all alone. you miss your ex terribly and you would probably do anything to have them back. you think about them 24/7 and sometimes wonder if it would be easier just to stop living all together.


Take the quiz: "Why do you cry?"

You have had a bad childhood
When you was a chil you might have been beaten up alot, ot always put down. or you lost your mom or dad, or both, and was moved to diffrent families and you dont know where you belong.
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[13 Dec 2004|01:46pm]
I have such bad luck...


...you can't have feelings for anyone anymore without them feeling like you want something....

What did I do?
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So..here is my complaining rant [13 Dec 2004|12:11pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Me and Celina had a talk last night that made me realize so many things.

1. I feel like my mother doesn't have time for me anymore. She's out with her boyfriend most of the weekdays and then she's ast work for the whole weekend and I'm left at home by myself most of the time because I don't have any plans, which leads me to my next point

2. I feel like my friends are too busy to spend time with me now. My friends are either too busy, or too whatever to do anything. Yes, I realize there are those days when you just don't want to do anything, but I don't see my friend's outside of school anymore. EVER. Even the friend's I used to spend so much time with just don't seem to care or notice anymore.

3. When you're in love it's not about sex or hitting on that person. You just want to be around them and enjoy their company. It's not always about that, and it shouldn't be but for some reason a few people have pinpointed me as that type of a person.

4. I just don't care anymore. I don't enjoy the things that used to make me so happy. I just don't know anymore. I guess basically what I want right now is attention. And that's pathetic and sad...but it's what I want.

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[10 Dec 2004|01:29pm]
[ mood | dirty ]

001) What time are you starting this?: 1:30 P.M.
002) Name?: Christi
003) Date of birth?: December 19, 1986
004) Sex?: Chick
005) Height?: 5'9"
006) Eye color?: Dark brown, but silver in bad weather
007) Location?: Massachusetts
009) Where were you born?: Worcester, MA
010) Have you ever failed a grade?: No
011) If you have, what grade did you fail?: N/A
012) Do you have crush on someone?: Yes
013) Do you have a bf/gf?: It's confusing.
014) If so, what is their name: N/A
015) How long have you been together?: N/A.
016) What are you wearing right now?: Blue tennis shoes, tan khakis, orange nintendo shirt, black and white striped button-down
017) Would you have sex before marriage?: Yes
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: Yes, I've had a crush on three teachers. I'll even name em', 1. Ms. Butler, 2. Mrs. Chafee, 3. Ms. Wade
020) Do you smoke?: Yes
021) Do you drink?: Yes
022) Are you ghetto?: You mean a poser? No.
023) Are you a player?: No
024) What are your favorite colors?: Black, red, white
025) What is your favorite animal?: Big cats, snakes, horses, reptiles
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: No
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: Yes
028) Who are your best friends?: Celina, Mallory, Mary
029) Have you ever beat someone up?: Yes
030) Who do you talk to most on the phone?: Mary
031) Have you ever been slapped?: Bitch-slapped? Many of times.
032) Do you get online a lot?: Not lately
033) Are you shy or outgoing?: A bit of both
034) Do you shower?: If you don't...that's nasty.
035) Do you hate school?: No
036) Do you have a social life?: A rather small one.
037) How easily do you trust people?: Not very...
038) Have you ever lied to your best friend?: Yes
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: Yes
040) Would you ever sky dive?: Nope.
041) Do you like to dance?: No. I love to dance.
068) Have you ever been out of state?: Yes
069) Do you like to travel?: Yes
070) Have you ever been expelled from school?: No
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: Yes.
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: It would be a nice change of pace.
072) Are you spoiled?: No
073) Are you a brat?: No
074) Have you ever been dumped?: Yes.
075) Have you ever gotten high?: Yes
076) What's your favorite drink?: Sprite, Mountain Dew Code Red, Smirnoff, Skyy Blue, Mr. Bostons, Pepsi
077) Do you like Snapple?: Yes
078) Do you drink a lot of water?: At least 2 glasses a day
079) What toothpaste do you use?: Colgate
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: Cell phone
081) Do you have a curfew?: No
082) Who do you look up to?: Famous vocalists
083) Are you a role model?: Nope.
085) What name brand do you wear the most?: I'm not into brands
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: Mostly necklaces and wristbands
087) What do you have pierced?: Barbell in my right ear and my labret
088) What do you want pierced?: Eyebrow
089) Do you like taking pictures?: Love it.
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: Yes
091) Do you have a tan?: Nope.
092) Do you get annoyed easily?: Yes.
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: Kind of, yes.
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: No
095) Do you have your own pool?: No
096) Do you have any siblings?: Yes
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: Boxers.
098) Have you ever been played?: Fo sho.
099) Have you ever played anyone?: Sure.
100) Do you get along with your parents?: Yeah. At least my mom anyways
102) How do you vent your anger?: Music, screaming/crying, hitting things NOT PEOPLE
103) Have you ever run away?: Yes
104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: Nope.
105) Do you even have a job?: Not at the moment.
106) Do you daydream a lot?: Constantly.
107) Do you have a lot of exes?: Yes
108) Do you run your mouth?: When drunk, yes.
109) What do you want a tattoo of?: Skeleton wings, my grandmother's name on my arm
110) What do you have a tattoo of?: Nothing
111) What are your favorite flowers?: Roses
112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: Which one? Let's see...Jennifer was a "punk rocker" with a lot of piercings and a love for driving fast, Nicole was a black emo girl....emmm..rachel was a 6'2" amazon queen, adrienne was a sexy hardcore girl, angela was a red headed clingy freak, and monica was a hot city-slicker type
113) What does your most recent crush look like?: She has sort of short black hair, ummm...she's really cute..nice tattoos, a little taller than me, just hot...who am I kidding? BEAUTIFUL
114) Have you ever been bitched out?: Yes
115) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: I don't even remember
116) Are you rude? I can be, yes. And vulgar.
117) What was the last compliment you received?: Um I think it was Nina saying I have a nice ass
118) Do you like getting dirty?: It depends on what you mean. Mwahaha.
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: Innie.
120) Are you flexible?: Not really.
121) What is your heritage?: French, Irish, Native American, Bulgarian, English
122) What is your lucky number?: I don't have one.
123) What does your hair look like right now?: Short and puffy. I need it cut.
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: Hell no! Meat is my life. I love it.
125) When was your last real heartbreak?: Monica
126) Describe your looks?: Umm. Average, I suppose.
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: Peroxide blonde or black.
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: Sure.
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: Yes
130) When was the last time you were drunk?: Hmm...Halloween?
131) When was the last time you went on a date?: A while ago, I must say.
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: Nope.
136) Do you have one now?: Nope.
137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: Whenever the hell I get to it, considering I do.
138) Have you ever been skinny dipping?: No
139) If yes, when was the last time?: N/A
140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: Father
141) Do you cry a lot?: Yes
142) Do you ever cry to get your way?: No. What am I? 5?
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: Umm...left arm. Leave my right one alone.
144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: "Yeah."
145) Are you the romantic type?: Yes
146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: Yes
147) What do you like most about your body?: Smile.
148) What do you like least about your body?: I HATE MY HANDS
150) When was the last time you threw up?: Like two weeks ago.
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: Doesn't matter, but usually brunettes
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: Umm..blue with a white stripe
153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: *Laughing my ass off...* Ooooh, dear.
154) What about cleavage?: Not interested
155) Is your best friend a virgin?: No
158) What color are your underwear right now?: Black
159) What theme does your room have?: When I move to the attic...it will look I don't know..
160) What size shoe do you wear?: 11
161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: HIM necklace
162) What is your screen name on AIM?: SpikeyDyke17
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: No
164) How are you feeling right now?: I'm a little tired and I miss Mary
165) When was the last time you were at a party?: Not long ago
166) Have you ever given a lapdance?: Oooh, shit. No.
167) What do you sleep in?: Boxers and a T-shirt. Always.
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: That I was gay. Go figure.
171) Would you marry for money?: Hell no.
172) What do you drive?: N/A
173) Have you ever given or received roadhead?: No. Never.
174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: Neither, really.
177) When was the last time you cried in school?: Last year, coming to school after my Grandma died
179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy?: No
180) What time are you finishing this?: 1:52 P.M.

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[10 Dec 2004|09:50am]
I'm drinking Vanilla Coke with Kelly-Soup in the computer lab. We are so breaking the rules. Cuz...we rock!

*DOES IMITATION* SANTA BABY, FILL MY STOCKING WITH A DUPLEX...AND CHECKS...*IS DONE IMITATING*

For some reason I'm hyper. Andy and Brad are back.

Hehe. Well, I'm gonna go. Talk to you later. Peace.
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Bold what applies to you [09 Dec 2004|01:47pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

01. I love alcohol
02. I'm single
03. I'm straight
04. I love to dance

05. I wish I didnt have to go to school so early.
06. I miss a lot of people
07. I hate when people type LyKe ThIs in a normal conversation
08. I wish I could be an artist.
09. I try not to cry in front of people.
10. I have one older brother
11. I have some crazy conversations online
12. I like people who make me laugh.
13. I am portuguese
14. I hate snow
15. I love livejournal
16. I hate liars
17. I know how to do the Macarena.
18. I love Tupac
19. Sarcasm is my friend.
20. I've done drugs.
21. I want to travel more.
22. I know how to do the tootsie roll
23. I have a horrible relationship with my parents
24. I've done lists like this before
25. I procrastinate.
26. I like to shop
27. I hate people who judge
28. I wish i was a little kid again
29. I wish I spent more time with my friends.
30. I want to accomplish more of the goals I've set for myself.
31. I love my bed
32. I need money
33. I wish I had a job
34. I need to work out more.
35. I like going to sleep late.
36. When I die, I want to be burried with my mom.
37. I'd like to go to college.
38. I like staying out till the AM.
39. My parents got divorced when i was 5
40. I love making people happy.
41. I want to go to hawaii
42. I want to study criminal justice
43. I don't mind getting shots.
44. I like to sleep.
45. I hate Bush
46. I feel as though few people understand me.
47. I spend a lot of time thinking.
48. I dont like prueds
49. I love horor movies
50. I'm insane.
51. I sleep on my side
52. I've never had a job at Target.
53. I want to own an apartment in NYC.
54. I like little kids.
55. I love Mexican food.
56. I want my license
57. I am not a good musician, but wish I was.
58. I love hanging out with my friends
59. I don't like the President.
60. I curse too much
61. I've been to Puerto Rico.
62. I dont beleive in aliens.
63. I dont believe in afterlife.
64. I love drawing
65. I would like to be fluent in another language.
66. I love The Parkers..
67. I've never told anyone all of my secrets.
68. I hate it when people around me are sad.
69. I love pictures
70. I sing, but not well.
71. I love the rain.
72. I wish people didnt label other people.
73. I wish i was happy
74. I love hpnotiq.
75. I wish I was tan.
76. I wish I had talent.
77. I dont like to read.
78. I get bored easily.

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[09 Dec 2004|01:45pm]
I love you Mary.
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[09 Dec 2004|10:54am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

.PAST.


-first grade teacher's name: Mrs. Allen

-last thing you said: "Thanks for that beautiful picture." (talking to Kelly-Soup)

-last song you sang: "Baby It's You" - JoJo

-last thing/person you laughed at: Kelly

-last time you cried: A few days ago




.PRESENT.


-what's in your cd player: Now 17

-what color socks are you wearing: White with green stripes

-what's under your bed: Nothing, besides carpet

-what time did you wake up today: Eight


.FUTURE.


-what is your career going to be: Psychology/Social working/Photography

-where are you going to live: I don't know, maybe I'll stay in MA or maybe I'll move to a city

-how many kids do you want: Two

-what kind of car will you drive: SUV


.CURRENT.


-current hair: Short, dark brown with blonde highlights

-current clothes: Blue tennis shoes, blue jeans, ninja monkeys t-shirt, black button down

-current jewelry: HIM necklace

-current annoyance: Accounting class

-current smell: Nothing

-current longing: I want Mary to go to the talent show.

-current desktop picture: Plain red

-current favorite music artist: HIM

-current book: 2005 Magical Almanac

-current worry: That Mrs. Ljungberg will give me a bad grade on my vocabulary story

-current hate: Accounting class

-story behind your username: There isn't one.

-favorite author(s): Fiction? Stephen King

-do you think too much: I never stop thinking. Never.

-if you could live anywhere in the world: MA, NY, CA, FL, PA

-do you have any regrets: Of course

-sex or love: You can't have sex without love, or at least you shouldn't

-favorite coffee: Mocha walnut

-favorite smell: Ummm...Curve for men

-what makes you mad: Close-mindedness

-favorite way to waste time: Movies, Tv

-what is your best quality: I'm very caring

-currently in love?: Yes

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I miss my cupcake but I <3 Krystal [09 Dec 2004|09:12am]
[ mood | nauseated ]

I'm in study in front of Krystal and beside Cyrus.

Go me.

Looking forward to the talent show tonight. Woot woot. I hope Mary goes. Or else I shall be sad.

Making a big sign for Kelly-Soup. It shall say, "Kelly is Santa's naughty helper!" Hahahaha.

Hector was asked to go, but he turned my mom down.

:(

Ass. Anyway...Celina didn't call me yesterday.

Mary called me at like 11:30. I was just getting ready to go to sleep. But I was happy.

Well I'm gonna go because Mr. King just gave me the evil eye. Talk to ya'll later. Peace.

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[08 Dec 2004|11:28am]
DID I MENTION I HATE ACCOUNTING??


Too Much..Work.....Feeling....Sick.



Uggghhhhhhh........
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Yeah.... [08 Dec 2004|09:15am]
[ mood | nauseated ]

Last night was pretty good. I was on the verge of falling asleep in my room and Celina and Mary called. And Mary was like, "If you love me you'll find a way up here." So..my mom wouldn't drive me up there so I walked up there with my ghetto weapon. Aka...a tape measure inside a sock to whip people with. Cuz I am just that cool.

So at Celina's I saw the "Celina + Mary Show." It was pretty funny. I guess Mary got a webcam. Then Mary straddled me and I blushed. Hard. Yeah. Then I wanted to go home cuz I was tired and I havn't been feeling too good lately. So Mary gave me a ride home. After I got home I watched the Kottonmouth Kings dvd with Sarah and my mom. Then I took a shower and I layed in bed reading Blender magazine for a while and then I put on VH1 music videos and went to sleep. I had the heating pad over my ear cuz I have the worst earache and I guess I forgot to shut it off and when I woke up this morning I had a burn on my face and I had to put cold water on it so the red would go away. It was bad.

We were late to school. AGAIN. My Uncle Bob moves in today. Yay! I don't know how long he'll be there.

Well I'm gonna go. Talk to ya'll later. Peace.

P.s. Mary if you're reading this, do you want to go to the talent show with me, my sisters, and my mother Thursday night? Call me tonight and let me know.

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Long ass survey [07 Dec 2004|11:01am]
[ mood | bored ]

(1) Your gender: Female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Lesbian
(3) Single?: Yes
(4) Want to be?: No
(5) Your birth day: December 19
(6) Age you act: 17
(7) Age you wish you were: 21
(8) Your height: 5'9”
(9) The color of your eyes: Dark brown and silver in bad weather
(10) Happy with it?: Sure, why not?
(11) The color of your hair: Light brown/blonde
(12) Happy with it?: I think I’m going to dye it again
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: Righty
(14) Your living arrangement?: With my mom and sisters
(27) Your family: Mom, Sarah, Katie, MJ, Chester, Prince
(29) What's your job: I don’t have one.
(30) Piercings?: A barbell in my right ear and my labret
(31) Tattoos?: Not yet, I’m 18 in 12 days though
(32) Obsessions?: Music, Poetry
(35) Do you speak another language?: French
(36) Have a favorite quote?: “Live every day like it’s your last.”
(37) Do you have a webpage?: Yes.

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: Yes, then I berate myself for it later
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Hell yeah!
(40) Do you have any secrets?: Who doesnt?
(41) Do you hate yourself?: Sometimes
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: Yeah, it’s okay
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: Yes
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: I’m a “riot”, uhh..yeah…and people like my hair
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: XXX j/k..um..I don’t know
(46) What's your biggest fear?: Being alone
(47) Can you sing: Yes, anyone with a voice can
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: I admit I did when I was younger but now I don’t see the point of it
(49) Are you a loner?: Kinda
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: I don’t know.
(52) Are you a daredevil?: Not really
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I hate how emotional I am, and I hate having the worst mood swings ever
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: I can be both depending on the situation
(55) Have you got a ?: a what?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? My greatest strength I don’t know, my greatest weakness is doing things for others when I should be doing something that I need
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: I don’t know
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: Love
(59) How do you vent?: Cry, hit things, I used to cut, but I don’t hardly do that anymore
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I can be if I have to be but if theres no one there to hold me up I crumble
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I try to have no regrets
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: It’s definitely had it’s ups and downs
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Be careful who you trust
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: I don’t know probably my smile
(65) And least?: I HATE my hands
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: Not really
(67) Are you confident?: Most of the time
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: Good question
69) Do people know how you feel?: No, I choose to keep that to myself
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: Yes, people judge too easily

DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: Yes
(72) Do drugs?: No
(73) Read the newspaper?: No
(74) Pray?: No
(75) Go to church?: No
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: Yes
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yes
(78) Take walks in the rain?: Yes
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: Yes
(80) Drive?: I have my permit
(81) Like to drive fast?: Yes

HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: It’s alright
(83) Hurt yourself?: Yes
(84) Been out of the country?: No
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: No
(86) Burped?: Yes
(87) Been unfaithful?: No
(88) Been in love?: Yes
(89) Done drugs?: Yes
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: No
(92) Had a surgery?: Yes
(93) Ran away from home?: Yes
(94) Played strip poker: Yes
(95) Gotten beaten up?: Yes
(97) Been picked on?: Yes
(98) Been on stage?: Yes
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: Haha..not yet
(100) Slept outdoors?: Yes
(101) Thought about suicide?: Yes
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: Yes
(103) If yes, what is your record?: I think 2 days
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: Yes
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: Yes
(107) Slept all day?: Yes
(108) Killed someone?: No
(109) Made out with a stranger?: No
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: No
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: Yes
(112) Kissed the same sex?: Yes
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Yes
(114) Been betrayed?: Yes
(115) Had a dream that came true?: Yes
(116) Broken the law?: Yes
(117) Met a famous person?: Yes
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: No
(146) Stolen anything?: Yes
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: Yes
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: Yes
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: Yes
(150) Considered religious vocation?: Hell no
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: No
(152) Bungee jumped?: No
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yeah

CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: Converse, New Balance
(155) Brand of clothing?: I’m not into brands
(156) Cologne/perfume?: Curve, Adidas, Axe
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: Khakis/Jeans and a concert tee
(159) Wear hats?: Yes
(161) Wear make-up?: No
(162) Favorite place to shop?: Hot Topic, Old Navy, thrift stores
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: My West Coast Choppers Tee
(164) Are you trendy?: No
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: No

BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: Yes
(167) Miracles?: Not really
(168) Astrology?: Yes
(169) Magic?: Yes
(170) God?: No
(171) Satan?: No
(172) Santa?: Nope
(173) Ghosts?: Yes
(174) Luck?: Yes
(175) Love at first sight?: Yes
(176) Yin and Yang?: Yes
(177) Witches?: Yes
(178) Easter bunny?: No
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: No but that would rock
(181) Do you wish on stars?: Yes

LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: No
(183) Do you remember your first love?: Yes
(184) Still love him/her?: Yes
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: No
(186) What do you find romantic?: The little things
(187) Turn-on?: Piercings, tattoos, wild hair, biting, scratching ect.
(188) Turn-off?: Bad breath
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: No, beauty fades
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: I would be flattered but not give in
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: Knowing them usually, but blind can be fun
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: No
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: Yes
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Haha no
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: They’re fun to chill with
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: I don’t know
(207) What's the last present someone gave you?: A bracelet
(208) Are you in love?: Yes
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: I don’t have one but the person I’m thinking of is smokin’
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: Probably nothing

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: I don’t know
(212) You wanted to kill?: Sarah
(213) That you laughed at?: Krystal
(214) That laughed at you?: Krystal
(215) That turned you on?: Mary
(216) You went shopping with?: Momma
(217) That broke your heart?: Monica
(218) To disappoint you?: Monica
(219) To ask you out?: Heather
(220) To make you cry?: Myself
(221) To brighten up your day?: Mary
(222) That you thought about?: Mary
(223) You saw a movie with?: Sarah
(224) You talked to on the phone?: Celina
(225) You talked to through IM?: Celia
(226) You saw?: Krystal
(227) You lost?: Grandma *starts crying
(229) You thought was completely insane?: Sarah (330) You wanted to be?: No one
(231) You told off?: I don’t remember
(232) You trusted?: I don’t know
(233) You turned down?: Heather

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: A few seconds ago
(235) Laughed?: A few minutes ago
(236) Cried?: Sunday
(237) Bought something?: Last week
(238) Danced?: In art today
(239) Were sarcastic?: I don’t know
(240) hugged someone?: Today
(241) Talked to an ex?: Saturday
(242) Watched your fave movie?: I don’t have a favorite movie
(243) Had a nightmare?: Last night
(245) Talked on the phone?: Last night
(246) Listened to the radio?: Right now
(247) Watched TV?: This morning
(248) Went out?: This morning
(249) Helped someone?: Last period
(250) Were mean?: I don’t know
(251) Sang?: In the car on the way to school
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: A few weeks ago
(253) Said "I love you"?: The last time I talked to Mary
(254) Missed someone?: Right now
(255) Fought with a family member?: Sunday
(256) Fought with a friend?: I don’t remember
(257) Had a serious conversation?: I don’t know
(258) Got drunk?: Last weekend
(259) Had sex?: Jeez….umm..a while ago

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So...yeah....Debbie has a big mouth [07 Dec 2004|09:43am]
[ mood | hungry ]

So..I guess Hector and his son aren't going to the talent show with us on Thursday because Erica's mom is being rumored to go. My mom and Hector shouldn't be dating since they both work at FlexCon and theres a non fraternization rule. But yeah. That sucks. I'm looking forward to seeing Patti and Kelly-Soup sing and dance. Hehe. Yeah.

I LOVE YOU CELINA. YOU GOTTA KEEP YOUR CHIN UP. I'M HERE IF YOU NEED ME. MAYBE I'LL COME UP TODAY OR SOMETHING. *HUGS* LOVE YOU.

I am so sore. I fell asleep totally wrong last night. I fell asleep doing homework so I fell asleep sitting up against the wall. My mom woke me up this morning and I went to get up and it felt like my back gave out. It sucked.

School has been okay. Psychology test was pretty easy. I think I got a B. Art was boring as usual. We listened to Green Day and worked on our shit. I finished my pen and ink project. It came out so good. Patience has paid off. It was great. Now I'm in study. Me, Tony, Mallory, Windy, Autumn, and Jessica are all seperated because we can't sit in the back. :(

Anyway...I think I'm gonna go because I have other accounts I need to check up.

Peace.

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Purely for every random thought that comes into my head [06 Dec 2004|01:55pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Pretty Girl (The Way)

Pretty girl is suffering, while she confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out what her intentions were about
That's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
It's the way
That she makes you feel
It's the way
That she kisses you
It's the way
That she makes you fall in love
She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
Her killer instinct tells her to beware of evil men
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
It's the way
That she makes you feel
It's the way
That she kisses you
It's the way
That she makes you fall in love
It's the way
That she makes you feel
It's the way
That she kisses you
It's the way
That she makes you fall in love
Love
Pretty girl, pretty girl
Pretty girl is suffering, while she confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out
You can never get 'em out of your head
It's the way
That she makes you cry
It's the way
That she in your mind
It's the way
That she makes you fall in love
It's the way
That she makes you feel
It's the way
That she kisses you
It's the way
That she makes you fall in love
Love


Such a good song. *sigh* Anyway...I'm listening to Snoop Dogg.

Hahaha...can't help it. It's such a good song. "I got a livin' room full of fine dyme brizzles." Haha...yeah.

Kelly-Soup is sitting next to me and for all I know Ms. Dick is right behind me reading this. Lol...yeah. I wish I had plans this week but I really don't. Thursday I think me, my mom, Hector, his son, and my sisters are going to the talent show. I think I'm gonna see if Mary and Celina want to go. Yup. We should be going to the pound sometime soon. *yay*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MONICA'S SISTER NICOLETTE!

Well Peace ya'll.

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[06 Dec 2004|01:33pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Take the quiz: "Which Mean Girls character are you?"

You are Janice Ian!
Freak! No jk, you are more of an individualist. However, you care more about what others think of you than you let on.

Take the quiz: "Which Boy Meets World Character are You?"

Shawn
You're Shawn, a tough person. Strong willed. You feel lost sometimes but you find yourself and are really happy with who you are though you may not see it yet. You're quiet and you keep to yourself pretty mysterious and romantic. :-)

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[06 Dec 2004|10:42am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I can take the heat of the kitchen. When you want me, come and get me. I'll be waitin'.

So, I'm in the computer lab and the teacher is yelling at the kids because they don't know the answer to a problem. I'm like, whoa, nice way to boost their self-esteem you self-pretensious bastard.

Yeah....school has been going alright. In psychology we had to do this journal on what our worst character trait is and I was like, I'm way too easily offended and I get jealous easy. Yeah.

Well I'm gonna go. I probably shouldn't even be doing this right now. Talk to ya'll later. Peace. 

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I'm at Celina's....we're CRUNK hehe [04 Dec 2004|06:56pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I'm at Celina's. We are having tons of fun. We watched a lifetime movie about syphilis. It was ....strange. Then we went on Celian's new webcam and talked to Jenn, Monica, Chris, and some other people. It was great. I made Monica laugh which is good because she's been fighting with Natasha a lot and shes been sick so making her laugh made me feel good. Although, I miss Mary. :(

I hope you feel better Mary. I love you.

Yeah..I'm in a good mood. Uh huh. I don't know why. Maybe its cuz I'm out of the house and with someone who doesnt have the fuckin' mental copasity of a 2-year-old. I swear if my mom lets Sarah go to that concert with Dez shes gonna disappear or somethin'. One...it's in Boston and shes spending the night there WITH DEZ! Two...Sarah isn't responsible enough to turn down drugs or sex or anything.

Yeah..well I'm gonna go. Talk to ya'll later. Peace. Love you Mary.

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